Incandescent

such is love

it’s bad - but sometimes I really don’t like my friends

the one I am closest to in terms of friendship had just gone back to a relationship that makes her unhappy

the one I am closest to in distance, is a horribly loud neighbour. she has her music up way to loud, ignores you if you ask her to turn it done, has her hairdryer on all the time and is just generally mean to me.

the others complain they have nothing going on with their lives, they are too far behind with work, they have no money etc etc

the ones I used to be close to are the worse, they refused to talk to me/make time for because the college I went to wasn’t good enough for them

i am a true bitch at heart

you’ve been drawing me in, closing the space in your heart,
watching us fading, and watching it fall apart..

—james morrison, the pieces don’t fit anymore

Hot-air balloons from above by twomets on Flickr.And if we could float away 
Fly up to the surface and just start again 
And lift off before trouble 
Just erodes us in the rain

Hot-air balloons from above by twomets on Flickr.

And if we could float away
Fly up to the surface and just start again
And lift off before trouble
Just erodes us in the rain

have I made a huge mistake getting back together with you. You broke my heart when you ended it all, and when I tried to let go you pulled me back and convinced me to give you.. us.. everything a second chance. you promised it would be different this time. yet we’re only a month down the line and everything feels the same. I’m the only one making an effort anymore. I’m always the one texting first. calling first. skyping first. I feel like a complication in your life. like you have a pencil a space in your diary for me. like I just don’t belong. if I had any experience of being one, I would compare this to being like a mistress. except I’m not fighting against a wife and family to have you. I’m fighting against a giant, corporate, faceless empire, which can be much more demanding than it would ever be reasonable for me. it feels like a losing battle. I deserve to be with someone who wants to make time for me.. for us.  someone who has the time. I know it’s not your fault you have to work. you’re just trying to get your foot on the ladder. and you need to support your dreams. I just feel like you’re not ready for this relationship to continue yet. maybe we should put things on pause… just for a little while…

Florence + The Machine - Shake It Out

this lady is so beautiful, she is one of my idols and I just love this song.

-inspiration

(Source: youtube.com)

Cyncism

Today I turned on my facebook to my find my homepage awash with a viral video entitled “Kony 2012”. A viral video set up by the charity Invisible Children. Telling the heartbreaing plight of child soldiers and child sex slaves in Uganda under the LRA. Every video there were numerous shares, people asking others to give up half an hour of their time to see what this video was about.

Less than half an hour later, a new topic was trending. One called Visible Children. A blog that appeared to be set up by a single person condemning the Invisible Children movement. Begging people not to get involved, and telling them it was a pointless waste of time, social media and their hard earned cash.

I think we live in a very sad world where anyones attempts to try and make the world a better place is immediatley met with cycncism and ridicule. There are a few people out there genuinely trying to make a difference and sadly, in the world we know live in, there are far too many cries for help that go unheard. What about our afghanistan troops, what about other dictators, what about extremists, what about the starving children, what about orphans, sex slaves, cancer suffers, the homeless… the list is endless.

Although you may not want to give away your money to Kony 2012, you may be unsure of where your money is going, you may not fully understand the cause, that’s fine but where is the harm in supporting a cause if you don’t want to see young boys become child soldiers and young girls sold on as sex slaves.

People moan that facebook, twitter, tumblr and other forms of social media do nothing to help the cause but let me ask you - before today did you know anything about the regime in Uganda? Did you care? I think that the power of social media is incredible and we should harness that. Yes, alright no one is going topple the regime sitting at a laptop in their bedroom, but its a start.

People are now talking about it, sharing their views, soon the papers will get involved, more people will blog about it, create youtube videos about, change their status updates and all because one organization made a video. We can show the world that we care about injustice and even if we can’t personally help, we can start making waves so the more powerful can do so on our behalf.